another profession

There are many, many works that i would like to do, or many professions that i’d like to practice. For example: instructor of some extreme sport, historian, carpinter, explorer jajajajajajaj..but on top of all that, i would like to be an artist, anykind, but eminently poet, singer, sculptor or draftsman.
I really love art, i dont know why im not perfecting myself studying it, but i do practice it, i do enjoy it. So, if i have to confess myself I’d have to say that i really prefer spend my life as a poet insted that as a psychologist. Who doesnt?. Being an artist provides you of liberties to create, to express, to conceptualize otherwaise than the tipical logical theorical way. It conforts yourself and the rest, and its something that can last through the years and trough the peoples lives. I ratter help people giving them something that can be significance to their lives or perspectives, like vehicles to mobilize their sorrow, than giving them tip to make their lives a little less miserable.
But it doesnt matter anyway. Im not doing it, so i should not be complaing at it. Every thought, every desire ends in the action. So, like im not doing nothing, nothing has to be miised. And its not that i dont have the neccesary talent, because maybe im not that bad writting, or singing, or sculping, but i think that i dont have the courage, and i do have the fear. A fear that maybe alot of people have stupidly adopted and cant easyly get rid of it.

But for my peace of mind, its also easier to take that option in anytime of a lifetime than making it with another professions, because then you’ll have to studi many years and blah blah blah..