blogging

ive never had a blog before. this is the first time that i do something like this and i didnt like it very much.
to write little things about me for whoever to read, its like nothing: a complete nule source of inspiration. its impersonal and lost. but, as always, i must say that its a didactical way to make tasks in a course of english, and also i have to recognize the use of this technological way as a innoving form of learning, and by that, a good one.

in the same line, i dont think that blogging has anytipe of failures, and some special need to be improved, always keeping the jugdment inside the posibilities that blogging gives you (and their not that extence). so, its very basical, like a physical and regular task. they gave you topics and you must develope them, whit, i suppoused, all the intention to work your writting and english knowledge.

but, as i was saying, and leaving beside the blogging as a didactical way, i think that it is not as effective as some kind of techniques can be.

in my personal case, i really dont remember anything of grammar or the estructure of the lenguaje. what i can do its because i just have it already in, and rolling, (even with several problems). so i was expecting more theorical classes to fresh myself and record hopefully forever the things that i was missing, altrough the practice we have done has oiled my machinery ( i think).

im still fellinge incomplete, cripple in english lenguaje, but i think i will never be ( because i dont thik i will ever give it the time and dedication) a good speaker. i know obviously it comes it handy, but whit what i already know and will know with the next course ill be fine.

another profession

There are many, many works that i would like to do, or many professions that i’d like to practice. For example: instructor of some extreme sport, historian, carpinter, explorer jajajajajajaj..but on top of all that, i would like to be an artist, anykind, but eminently poet, singer, sculptor or draftsman.
I really love art, i dont know why im not perfecting myself studying it, but i do practice it, i do enjoy it. So, if i have to confess myself I’d have to say that i really prefer spend my life as a poet insted that as a psychologist. Who doesnt?. Being an artist provides you of liberties to create, to express, to conceptualize otherwaise than the tipical logical theorical way. It conforts yourself and the rest, and its something that can last through the years and trough the peoples lives. I ratter help people giving them something that can be significance to their lives or perspectives, like vehicles to mobilize their sorrow, than giving them tip to make their lives a little less miserable.
But it doesnt matter anyway. Im not doing it, so i should not be complaing at it. Every thought, every desire ends in the action. So, like im not doing nothing, nothing has to be miised. And its not that i dont have the neccesary talent, because maybe im not that bad writting, or singing, or sculping, but i think that i dont have the courage, and i do have the fear. A fear that maybe alot of people have stupidly adopted and cant easyly get rid of it.

But for my peace of mind, its also easier to take that option in anytime of a lifetime than making it with another professions, because then you’ll have to studi many years and blah blah blah..